I have lost something. It was lost so long ago, that I no longer know what it was. Or perhaps I gave it away. Or maybe it was stolen. Or did I hide it from myself?

I no longer know what it looks like. I know not where l left it last. I do not know where to begin the searching. I only know that without it, I am unwhole and incomplete.

I do not know what it is, but I am beginning to see what it is not. I will continue to peer into the darkness. With hope that I will recognize it, if ever it is revealed.